Yes, I admit everything! It is all my fault. Looking
over my past writings, I do see that my only one-pointed attempt to set
forth a sound ontology was my early fumbling little brochure Berashith.
[See Crowley, Collected Works.] Since then, I seem to
have kept assuming that everybody knew all about it; referring to it,
quoting it, but never sitting down seriously to demonstrate the thesis, or
even to state it in terms. Chapter 0
of Magick in Theory and Practice skates gently over it; the "Naples
Arrangement" in The Book of Thoth dodges it with really
diabolical ingenuity. I ask myself why. It is exceedingly
strange, because every time I think of the Equation, I am thrilled with a
keen glow of satisfaction that this sempiternal Riddle of the Sphinx
should have been answered at last.
So then let me now give myself the delight, and
you the comfort, of stating the problem from its beginning, and proving
the soundness of the solution--of showing that the contradiction of this
Equation is unthinkable. Are you ready? Forward!
Paddle!
A. We are aware.
B. We cannot doubt the existence (whether
"real" or "illusory" makes no difference) of
something, because doubt itself is a form of awareness.
C. We lump together all that of which we
are aware under the convenient name of "Existence," or "The
Universe." Cosmos is not so good for this purpose; that word
implies "order," which in the present stage of our argument, is
a mere assumption.
D. We also tend to think of the Universe as
containing things of which we are not aware; but this is altogether
unjustifiable, although it is difficult to think at all without making
some such assumption. For instance, one may come upon a new branch
of knowledge--say, histology or Hammurabi or the language of the Iroquois
or the poems of the Hermaphrodite of Panormita. It seems to be they
are all ready waiting for us; we simply cannot believe that we are making
it all up as we go along. For all that, it is sheer sophistry; we
may merely be unfolding the contents of our own minds. Then again,
does a thing cease to exist if we forget it? The answer is that one
cannot be sure.
Personally, I feel convinced of the existence of
an Universe outside my own immediate awareness; but it is true, even so,
that it does not exist for me unless and until it takes its place
as part of my consciousness.
E. All this paragraph D is in the nature of
a digression, for what you may think of it does not at all touch the
argument of this letter. But it had to be put in, just to prevent
your mind from raising irrelevant objections. Let me continue, then,
from C.
F. Something is. [You
must read The Soldier and The Hunchback: ! and ? in The
Equinox, Vol. I, No. 1.] This something appears
incalculably vast and complex. How did it come to be?
This, briefly, is the "Riddle of the
Universe," which has been always the first preoccupation of all
serious philosophers since men began to think at all.
G. The orthodox idiot answer, usually
wrapped up in obscure terms in the hope of concealing from the enquirer
the fact that it is not an answer at all, but an evasion, is: God
created it.
Then, obviously, who created God? Sometimes
we have a Demiurge, a creative God behind whom is an eternal formless
Greatness--anything to confuse the issue!
Sometimes the Universe is supported by an
elephant; he, in turn, stands on a tortoise...by that time it is hoped
that the enquirer is too tired and muddled to ask what holds up the
tortoise.
Sometimes, a great Father and Mother crystallize
out of some huge cloudy confusion of "Elements"--and so
on. But nobody answers the question; at least, none of these
God-inventing mules, with their incurably commonplace minds.
H. Serious philosophy has always begun by
discarding all these puerilities. It has of necessity been divided
into these schools: the Nihilist, the Monist, and the Dualist.
I. The last of these is, on the surface,
the most plausible; for almost the first thing that we notice on
inspecting the Universe is what the Hindu schools call "the Pairs of
Opposites."
This, too, is very convenient, because it lends
itself so readily to orthodox theology; so we have Ormuzd and Ahriman, the
Devas and the Asuras, Osiris and Set, et cetera and da capo,
personifications of "Good" and "Evil." The foes
may be fairly matched; but more often the tale tells of a revolt in
heaven. In this case, "Evil" is temporary; soon,
especially with the financial help of the devout, the "devil"
will be "cast into the Bottomless Pit" and "the Saints will
reign with Christ in glory for ever and ever, Amen!" Often a
"redeemer," a "dying God," is needed to secure victory
to Omnipotence; and this is usually what little vulgar boys might call a
'touching story'!
J. The Monist (or Advaitist) school, is at
once subtler and more refined; it seems to approach the ultimate
reality (as opposed to the superficial examination of the Dualists) more
closely.
It seems to me that this doctrine is based upon a
sorites of doubtful validity. To tell you the hideously shameful
truth, I hate this doctrine so rabidly that I can hardly trust myself to
present it fairly! But I will try. Meanwhile, you can study it
in the Upanishads, in the Bhagavad-Gita, in Ernst Haeckel's The
Riddle of the Universe, and dozens of other classics. The dogma
appears to excite its dupes to dithyrambs. I have to admit the
"poetry" of the idea; but there is something in me which
vehemently rejects it with excruciating and vindictive violence.
Possibly, this is because part of our own system runs parallel with the
first equations of theirs.
K. The Monists perceive quite clearly and
correctly that is is absurd to answer the question "How came these
Many things (of which we are aware) to be?" by saying that they came
from Many; and "Many" in this connection includes Two. The
Universe must therefore be a single phenomenon: make it eternal and
all the rest of it--i.e. remove all limit of any kind--and the
Universe explains itself. How then can Opposites exist, as we
observe them to do? Is it not the very essence of our original
sorites that the Many must be reducible to the One? They see how
awkward this is; so the "devil" of the Dualist is emulsified and
evaporated into "illusion"; what they call "Maya" or
some equivalent term.
"Reality" for them consists solely of
Brahman, the supreme Being "without quantity or quality."
They are compelled to deny him all attributes, even that of Existence; for
to do so would instantly limit them, and so hurl them headlong back
into Dualism. All that of which we are aware must obviously possess
limits, or it could have no intelligible meaning for us; if we want
"pork," we must specify its qualities and quantities; at the
very least, we must be able to distinguish it from
"that-which-is-not-pork."
But--one moment, please!
L. There is in Advaitism a most fascinating
danger; that is that, up to a certain point, "Religious
Experience" tends to support this theory.
A word on this. Vulgar minds such as are
happy with a personal God, Vishnu, Jesus, Melcarth, Mithras, or another,
often excite themselves--call it "Energized Enthusiasm" if you
want to be sarcastic!--to the point of experiencing actual Visions of the
objects of their devotion. But these people have not so much as
asked themselves the original question of "How come?" which is
our present subject. Sweep them into the discard!
M. Beyond Vishnarupadarshana, the vision of
the Form of Vishnu, beyond that yet loftier vision which corresponds in
Hindu classification to our "Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy
Guardian Angel," is that called Atmadarshana, the vision (or apprehension,
a much better word) of the Universe as a single phenomenon, outside
all limitations, whether of time, space, causality, or what not.
Very good, then! Here we are with direct
realization of the Advaitist theory of the Universe. Everything fits
perfectly. Also, when I say "realization," I want you to
understand that I mean what I say in a sense so intense and so absolute
that it is impossible to convey my meaning to anyone who has not undergone
that experience. [I have discussed this and the
following points very fully in Book 4, Part I, pp. 63-89.]
How do we judge the "reality" of
an ordinary impression upon consciousness? Chiefly by its intensity,
by its persistence, by the fact that nobody can argue us out of our belief
in it. As people said of Berkeley's 'Idealism'--"his arguments
are irrefutable but they fail to carry conviction." No
sceptical, no idealist queries can persuade us that a kick in the pants is
not 'real' in any reasonable sense of the word. Moreover memory
reassures us. However vivid a dream may be at the time, however it
may persist throughout the years (though it is rare for any dream, unless
frequently repeated, or linked to waking impressions by some happy
conjunction of circumstances, to remain long in the mind with any
clear-cut vision) it is hardly ever mistaken for an event of actual
life. Good: then, as waking life is to dream, so--yes, more
so!--is Religious Experience as above described to that life common to all
of us. It is not merely easy, it is natural, not merely natural, but
inevitable, for anyone who has experienced "Samadhi" (this word
conveniently groups the higher types of vision ["Vision"
is a dreadfully bad word for it; "trance" is better, but
idiots always mix it up with hypnotism.]) to regard normal life as
"illusion" by comparison with this state in which all problems
are resolved, all doubts driven out, all limitations abolished.
But even beyond Atmadarshana comes the experience
called Shivadarshana [Possibly almost identical with the
Buddhist Neroda-Samapatti.], in which this Atman (or Brahman), this
limit-destroying Universe, is itself abolished and annihilated.
(And, with its occurrence, smash goes the whole
of the Advaitist theory!)
It is a commonplace to say that no words can
describe this final destruction. Such is the fact; and there is
nothing one can do about it but put it down boldly as I have done
above. It does not matter to our present purpose; all that we need
to know is that the strongest prop of the Monist structure has broken off
short.
Moreover, is it really adequate to postulate an
origin of the Universe, as they inevitably do? Merely to deny that
there ever was a beginning by saying that this "One" is eternal
fails to satisfy me.
What is very much worse, I cannot see that to
call Evil "illusion" helps us at all. When the Christian
Scientist hears that his wife has been savagely mauled by her Peke, he has
to smile, and say that "there is a claim of error." Not
good enough.
N. It has taken a long while to clear the
ground. That I did not expect; the above propositions are so
familiar to me, they run so cleanly through my mind, that, until I cam to
set them down in order, I had no idea what a long and difficult business
it all was.
Still, it's a long lane, etc. We have seen
that "Two" (or "Many") are unsatisfactory as origin,
if only because they can always be reduced to "One"; and
"One" itself is no better, because, among other things, it finds
itself forced to deny the very premises on which it was founded.
Shall we be any better off if we assume that Ex
nihilo nihil fit is a falsehood, that the origin of All Things is
Nothing? Let us see!
O. Shall we first glance at the
mathematical aspect of Nothing? (Including its identical equation in
Logic.) This I worked out so long ago as 1902 e.g. in Berashith,
which you will find reprinted in The Sword of Song, and in my Collected
Works, Vol. I. [Actually, it's in Vol. II. --Anast
Allomai]
The argument may be summarized as follows.
When, in the ordinary way of business, we write
0, we should really write 0n. For 0 implies that the
subject is not extended in any dimension under discussion. Thus a
line may be two feet in length, but in breadth and depth the coefficent is
Zero. We could describe it as 2f + 0b + 0d, or n2f + 0b +
0d.
What I proposed in considering "What do we
mean by Nothing?" was to consider every possible quality of any
object as a dimension.
For instance, one might describe this page as
being nf + n'b + n"d + 0 redness + 0 amiability + 0 velocity
+ 0 potential and so on, until you had noted and measured all the
qualities it possesses, and excluded all that it does not. For
convenience, we may write this expression as Xf+b+d+r+a+v+p--using
the initials of the qualities which we call dimensions.
Just one further explanation in pure
mathematics. To interpret X1, X1+1 or X2,
and so on, we assume the reference to be to spatial dimensions. Thus
suppose X1 to be a line a foot long, X2 will be a
plane a foot square, and X3 a cube measuring a foot in each
dimension. But what about X4? There are no more
spatial dimensions. Modern mathematics has (unfortunately, I think)
agreed to consider this fourth dimension as time. Well, and X5?
To interpret this expression, we may begin to consider other qualities,
such as electric capacity, colour, moral attributes, and so on. But
this remark, although necessary, leads us rather away from our main thesis
instead of toward it.
P. What happens when we put a minus sign
before the index (that small letter up on the right) instead of a
plus? Quite simple. X2 = X1+1 = X1
+ X1. [I believe this should be
"X2 = X1+1
= X1 × X1." --Anast
Allomai]
With a minus, we divide instead of multiplying. Thus, X3-2
= X3 ÷ X2 = X1, just as if you had
merely subtracted the 2 from the 3 in the index.
Now, at last, we come to the point of real
importance to our thesis: how shall we interpret X°? We may
write it, obviously, as X1-1 or Xn-n. Good,
divide. Then X1 ÷ X1 = 1. This is the
same, clearly enough, whatever X may be.
Q. Ah, but what we started to do was
discover the meaning of Nothing. It is not correct to write
it simply as 0; for that 0 implies an index of 01, or 02,
or 0n.
And if our Nothing is to be absolute Nothing, then there is not only no
figure, but no index either. So we must write it as 00.
What is the value of this expression? We
proceed as before; divide.
0 = 0n-n = 0n
÷ 0n =
0n
×
1
.
1
0n
Of course 0n ÷
1 remains 0; but 1 ÷ 0n = oo.
That is, we have a clash of the "infinitely
great" with the "infinitely small"; that knocks out the
"infinity" (and Advaitism with it!) and leaves us with an
indeterminate but finite number of utter variety. That is: 00
can only be interpreted as "The Universe that we know."
R. So much for one demonstration.
Some people have found fault with the algebra; but the logical Equivalent
is precisely parallel. Suppose I wish to describe my study in one
respect: I can say "No dogs are in my study," or
"Dogs are not in my study." I can make a little
diagram: D is the world of dogs; S is my study. Here it is:
The squares are quite
separate. The whole world outside the square D is the world of no
dogs: outside the square S, the world of no-study. But suppose
now that I want to make the Zero absolute, like our 00, I must
say "No dogs are not in my study."
Or, "There is no absence-of-dog in my
study." That is the same as saying: "Some dogs are
in my study"; diagram again:
In Diagram 1, "the
world where no dogs are" included the whole of my study; in Diagram 2
that absence-of-dog is no longer there; so one or more of them must have
got in somehow.
That's that; I know it may be a little difficult
at first; fortunately there is a different way--the Chinese way--of
stating the theorem in very much simpler terms.
S. The Chinese, like ourselves, begin with
the idea of "Absolute Nothing." They "make an effort,
and call it the Tao"; but that is exactly what the Tao comes to mean,
when we examine it. They see quite well, as we have done above, that
merely to assert Nothing is not to explain the Universe; and they proceed
to do so by means of a mathematical equation even simpler than ours,
involving as it does no operations beyond simple addition and
subtraction. They say "Nothing obviously means Nothing; it has
no qualities or quantities." (The Advaitists said the same, and
then stultified themselves completely by calling it One!)
"But," continue the sagees of the Middle Kingdom, "it is
always possible to reduce any expression to Nothing by taking any two
equal and opposite terms." (Thus n + (-n) = 0.) "We
ought therefore to be able to get any expression that we want from
Nothing; we merely have to be careful that the terms shall be precisely
opposite and equal." (0 = n + (-n).) This then they did,
and began to diagrammatize the Universe as the I--a pair of opposites, the
Yang or active Male, and the Yin or passive Female, principles. They
represented the Yang by an unbroken (), the Yin by a broken () line. (The first manifestation in Nature of these two is
Thai Yang, the Sun, and Thai Yin, the Moon.) This being a little
large and loose, they doubled these lines, and obtained the four Hsiang.
They then took them three at a time, and got the eight Kwa. These
represent the development from the original I to the Natural Order of the
Elements.
I shall call the male principle M, the Female F.
M 1
M 2
M 3
M 4
Khien:
"Heaven-Father"
Li: The
Sun
Kån:
Fire
Sun:
Air
F 1
F 2
F 3
F 4
Khwån:
"Earth-Mother"
Khan: The Moon
Tui: Water
Kån: Earth
Note how admirably they
have preserved the idea of balance. M 1 and F 1 are
perfection. M 2 and F 2 still keep balance in their lines. The
four "elements" show imperfection; yet they are all balanced as
against each other. Note, too, how apt are the ideograms. M 3
shows the flames flickering on the hearth; F 3, the wave on the solid
bottom of the sea; M 4, the mutable air, with impenetrable space above;
and finally F 4, the thin crust of the earth masking the interior energies
of the planet. They go on to double these Kwa, thus reaching the
sixty-four hexagrams of the Yi King, which is not only a Map, but a
History of the Order of Nature.
It is pure enthusiastic delight in the Harmony
and Beauty of the System that has led me thus far afield; my one essential
purpose is to show how the Universe was derived by these Wise Men from
Nothing.
When you have assimilated these two sets of
Equations, when you have understood how 0 = 2 is the unique, the simple,
and the necessary solution of the Riddle of the Universe, there will be,
in a sense, little more for you to learn about the Theory of Magick.
You should, however, remember most constantly
that the equation of the Universe, however complex it may seem, inevitably
reels out to Zero; for to accomplish this is the formula of your Work as a
Mystic. To remind you, and to amplify certain points of the above,
let me quote from Magick, pp. 152-3, footnote 2.
All elements must at
one time have been separate--that would be the case with great
heat. Now when atoms get to the sun, we get that immense extreme
heat, and all the elements are themselves again. Imagine that each
atom of each element possesses the memory of all his adventures in
combination. By the way, that atom (fortified with that memory)
would not be the same atom; yet it is, because it has gained nothing
from anywhere except this memory. Therefore, by the lapse of time,
and by virtue of memory, a thing could become something more than
itself; thus a real development is possible. One can then see a
reason for any element deciding to go through this series of
incarnations, because so, and only so, can he go; and he suffers the
lapse of memory which he has during these incarnations, because he knows
he will come through unchanged.
Therefore you can have an infinite number of
gods, individual and equal though diverse, each one supreme and utterly
indestructible. This is also the only explanation of how a
"Perfect Being" could create a world in which war, evil, etc.,
exist. God is only an appearance, because (like "good")
it cannot affect the substance itself, but only multiply its
combinations. This is something the same as mystic monotheism; but
the objection to that theory is that God has to create things which are
all parts of himself, so that their interplay is false. If we
presuppose many elements, their interplay is natural.
It is no objection to this theory to ask who
made the elements--the elements are at least there, and God, when you
look for him, is not there. Theism is obscurum per obscurius.
A male star is built up from the centre outwards; a female from the
circumference inwards. This is what is meant when we say that
woman has no soul. It explains fully the difference between the
sexes.
Every "act of love under will" has the dual result (1) the
creation of a child combining the qualities of its parents, (2) the
withdrawal by ecstasy into Nothingness. Please consult what I have
elsewhere written on "The Formula of Tetragrammaton"; the
importance of this at the moment is to show how 0 and 2 appear constantly
in Nature as the common Order of Events.